back to school

doesn't he look cheeky? thats hazim alright. getting cheekier by day. now that he's opah's boy, extra mischevious. I'm so proud of him. he's a fast learner and no longer shys away like he used too. He smiles to everybody and waves diligently eventho to some who don't seem interested with toddlers.

yesterday, i asked him some body parts like where is your nose, eyes, etc etc and surprisingly he can answer all. we didnt teach him anything but he learned by observation and the talks we give him. So it is true that u can make your kid more smarter if u always talk to them. I am so proud of him. And I detest so much having to leave him everyday now.

So thats where I've been missing to lately. School. I've been accepted to attend this one year teacher's training. Thats the decision I made that will change the course of my life. I never intended to teach b4 but not everything goes our way. After many thots, discussions with papa, overviews and stuff, I think this is the best step I can take for the time being. The road most travelled.My interest can be cultivated and after a week, I'm already slightly excited. The good thing is, I'm gonna be in KL for this course so I'm near to my family.

The second good thing is its at my ol matric centre. After 10 years, I'm back.God! 10 years man! The place is much more decent now despite its age. And I'm happy that all my favourite haunts back there are still there even after 10 years. I felt so nostalgic this past week. Eating my fav tomyam, goin into the library, My old hostel, the classrooms. I used to be single then loving to walk around and enjoying my single existence. NOw I have papa and hazim and more responsibilities and commitments. I envy the young ones (I'm the oldest in my class) with their ample free time and lack of things to tie them down but I have more determination and willpower to work harder. I know I can make it.

I'm loving the company and the new friends I'm getting. Lotsa mothers out there struggling thru just like me and I must be able to do it if another mother of three can! I just miss giving papa hazim's report of daily activities. and I'm gonna miss seeing him grow this year. now I hafta just rely on opah to love and take care of him.

The second day this week, we had to start sports activities. Oh how long I have not exercised. I bet if its possible, u can hear squeeks from my body. I cud hardly do the warming up session. I hope and am determined to exercise more and not punish my body.

I'm gonna be swamped with work and assignments and hazim will need all the attention so I may not write as many as usual. I'll try my best to fill up updates especially on hazim. No matter what hazim, mama loves u lots!Part of why I'm doin this is becos of u. Not for the money but the time I get to spend with u in the future. I'm always gonna be there for u. Just these 6 months. I think of you everytime we're apart.

'Nuff said.