hazim and his tok we

today we faced another june passing with the demise of my beloved uncle in KT. whats so sad is that we just saw him a mere week ago. Things were already looking bad at that time and he was warded for 4 days before he left us due to kidney failure. another family member left in june. now it seems june brings a sad theme to us all cos we have never fully recovered by the loss of opah and atuk. ajim will remember his tok we as the old man who kept saying makan .. makan .. makan .. his way of urging hazim to eat cos the boy just wanna keep running in tok we's spacious living room and go round and round. what i'll remember most during our visit was when he cut a pear into small slices for hazim to at least have something to bite cos seemingly his mom cudnt care less (was seriously waiting to head to pasar payang). Hazim never got the attention and affection from his tok nyang cos he passed away when he was still a baby and i guessed in his own way, he kinda liked having tok we around. Poor ayah .. another brother but ayah said it was hikmah ( a blessing) when the car broke down in KT cos we gotta spend our last moments with ayah we before he left us .. Al Fatihah for arwah Hj Alias bin Khalid. You'll always be in our prayers and our memory as the kind uncle who always cared.

so i guess that was the sad closure to last week of my most valued break. i'll be going back to school next mon for series of workshops and plethora of classes. i do not feel guilty at all for not dealing with my homework and portfolios cos i really enjoyed the 3 week break i so deserved. I frolicked wonderfully at pulau kapas with papa, ajim and the clan, I spent a week just reading books of authors whom i've yet to catch up with, I watched the movies that mattered, I spent upmost quality time with my baby and watched 3 weeks of cheekiness, mischief and intelligence , I shopped til i dropped and ate and ate and ate and i lounged and lazed like a full cat. what bliss to have such holidays to revive your body, mind and soul. Now .. back to reality

* so amazed with hazim's ability to know the advert jingles and some top 10 songs. That he really got from me. but at that age .. wow.. my son!