so the announcements out. If i dunt hear by the 19th, i'm left behind. Now i know that i'm at two roads diverged and must choose either. I know i'll do better at the road more traveled. More security and more work and less ajim but do I dare? I just don't know. WHatever it is .. 19th will bring the answer.
Its so hard when u just dunno what to do with your life at this age. All i know for sure is I'd love to be a full time mom with trunks full of money to spare but thats not an option for the moment. I so envy those who know their dreams and on the way of makin it real. Ppl who hate their job give so much comfort cos we're in the same boat. I just hate doin things rite and perfectly but some still strive to find fault in my job and report it exaggeratingly. Loads of money and time with hazim is just not worth this.
Its not always rainbow and butterflies but compromise that gets us along but is there compromise if you're climbing the ladder of success while stepping on other people's hands on the way too? Urgh. Damnation!
Guess I'm just having a bad day. i really need a blue sky holiday.
Daniel powter's song is really playin in my mind.
'Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day '
STarted the day out late, then got heartbreaking news then got scolded for no real reason (thank u papa for sorting it out) then it rained and plans canceled and then got reprimanded for not doin my job right (again!, papa can't sort this out out) then hazim catches a cold. Too much in one day.
On a positive note, I found three great books to read, finished by eve dallas' series and in love with stuckwitu and the song by ciara and bowwow, like u. this brought sunshine to me today.
Can't wait for terengganu. Just can't wait for this week to end. Gotta go. Hazim's hollering.
