ganu kite

bein a cucu tganu (my father's the anak tganu), one thing i love about it, is the state's food. the thot of it can make my tummy growl. i can never resist the nasi dagang, kuih akok, lakse and etcetc. since we rarely go back, we hardly get to devour ourselves esp. me with the delicacies. BUT! to my greatest pleasure, a neighbour nearby just moved in and they sell homecooked tganu nasi dagang n nasi lemak every morning. sedapnyaaaa. as i indulge with it each mornin, it just keeps gettin better n better. I can't believe I can now eat nasi dagang tganu asli as they call it everyday . I'm gonna be fatter aren't I? gosh .. and weddings are comin up. but its irresistable. sometimes i think they're much better than the ones in tganu. they've yet to sell kuehs but i'll just settle with the nasi dagang for the time bein .. sedapnya.

last sunday, we went back to shah alam and hazim showed off that he can now move forward. hurray. i know he can eventually pick up his butt and move .. heheh ..

son .. mama n papa will love you until the numbers finish ..

closer

i managed to find some time to watch a movie never gonna be shown in our cinemas titled closer. played by big guns julia roberts, the oh so famous nowadays jude law, clive owen n natalie portman. it was a tad slow during the first disc but eventually grew interesting enuff for me and the ending made me ponder for a while. the movie did capture some truth regarding relationships and probably from experience, i cud relate to it. hmm .. in other words, the movie was more than ok despite not bein a successful one.

another thing that made me like this film was that it had a theme song that i loved. it was played both beginning n end. i really enjoyed the song tho bein it a slow number. after havin a baby, these kind of songs appeal so much to me .. i caught the vid on mtv and found out its name .. heres the song ..

Artist:
Damien Rice
Album:
O
Title:
The Blowers Daughter

And so it is

Just like you said it would be

Life goes easy on me

Most of the time

And so it is

The shorter story

No love, no glory

No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off of you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes...

And so it is

Just like you said it should be

We'll both forget the breeze

Most of the time

And so it is

The colder water

The blower's daughter

The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off of you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?

Did I say that I want to

Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you

I can't take my mind off you

I can't take my mind off of you

I can't take my mind off you

I can't take my mind off you

I can't take my mind...My mind...my mind...'Til I find somebody new

the song is playin in my head constantly .. lovin it :)

news on hazim: he has mastered his walker and now i can just let him go .. he can call me mama now and constantly he calls .. :) and the cheekier he is nowadays, the more me n papa enjoyin it. we can switch off the telly and watch his antics the whole day but hazim wud rather watch phdc than us. me n papa went for dinner just the two of us cos hazim was sleeping. he was ok when we came back meaning we can leave him again .. can we?

back for good .. i think

last thursday, mak ude ajim came back for good. ada extra hand at home. the house seems more merrier. tok nyang also came on friday. hazim as always enjoy the extra company.

his nana came and brought a walker for hazim masa hantar tok nyang. he loves it so much and in a day, he can already move around by moving his legs. now, he sits in his walker (hmm, that doesnt sound right somehow) and watches playhouse disney especially boo! unblinking. he cannot sit still anymore and being in the walker, he can move around more easily. but mama still hafta be near. ajim .. ajim.

i just finished reading huda's blog. its like reading a long sms. shortformed habis. apa laa mak ude.

time to update ajim's fotopages plak.

from me to u

this one's for you papa.
extra meaningful for the situation we're in now. :)
i'll love you until the ocean doesnt touch the sand.

Some people live for the fortune

Some people live just for the fame

Some people live for the power, yea

Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things defines what's within

And I've been there before, but that life's a bore

So full of the superficial

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you, baby

If I ain't got you, baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

if I ain't got you, yea

Some people search for a fountain

The Promise is forever young

Some people need three dozen roses

And that's the only way you prove you love them

Hand me the world on a silver platter

And what good would it be

With no one to share

With no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you, baby

If I ain't got you, baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

if I ain't got you

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you, baby

If I ain't got you, baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

if I ain't got you, yea

I ain't got you with me, baby

Said nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing

If I ain't got you with me, baby

whats the story? morning glory

kinda picked up the oasis blues cos i just caught the wonderwall vid on V. I dunt believe that anybody feels the way i do about u now .. :)

so today ain came back sans the yellow car. hazim somehow couldnt get enough of her. we figured that before this he rejected her becos he cudnt stand the car .. hehe .. too overwhelming despit him lovin rides. its ok baby .. sometimes mama pon cant stand mak ngah. but i guess he'll enjoy attention from mak ngah this weekend.

we went to alamanda this evening and had wonderful dinner. no matter what ppl always say but me n papa love foodcourts. hazim however pooed half way so he didnt want to stay in his stroller. actually he never wants to sit in his stroller when the food is on the table. probably wanna share also. wait for a couple of years more ye baby.

thot of goin to meet some friends today but couldnt find the strength to go to KL. :( I am one terrible friend. never make the effort. but eversince having hazim, i hate the idea of leavin home. just gotta learn huh if i'm gonna start workin again.

baby .. a million years from now u'd know .. i'll be lovin u still ..

mama

apo kono eh jang

last sat, the clan went to kuala pilah to check on huda. heh . actually to send some pizza cos in K Pilah, only homemade pizza is available and since huda doesnt haf a home there, we brought golden ring pizza from the hut. :) end up havin nasi half an hour later pon. huda nak final exam so we went to show some support and lift her spirit with her fav food. pengajaran: jgn belajar jauh2. takde pizza.

so of course, ajim enjoyed the ride n journey. he cried at first upon seein mak ude. but afterwards cudnt stop talkin as so many things to tell .. my son whom i love to bits. my heart skip a beat each time i see him. :)

on another note, friendster seems to be the buzz nowadays and seemingly half the ppl i know have an account save me n papa. so i used aiman's account to look for some friends. most of them mommies already dont seem to have one. not surprised cos havin babies half as active as hazim can be time consuming. cant seem to find my point but i know much about friendster already just to keep track of whats happening around me so i wont be so dungu. i sound so pathethic. :(

its not right but its okay. and we're doing so ok.