nuthin much

i dunno actually what to write. then why write huh? i dunno .. gee .. guess lately no good news has been comin my way. still waitin for the sun to shine. no job offers, ptptn dah start cari and so much more i just can't bear to recall .. if not for papa n ajim .. i dunno .. no complains there i must say. they're the blue skies in my life. things are a tad slow at home too. air kena catu, aminah still sakit kaki. ain still in johor, still fearin the hooligans behind our house .. bad news bad news but we're still so much more fortunate. we have a lovely home, we still have each other, we still have food on the table and clothes to wear and more importantly, we have more than enuff love to spread around. we're still much more luckier. i'd never ask for more. err maybe a million bucks would help. :)

shian mak teh

the nite we came back from shah alam, aminah dukung hazim, she terpijak a needle lying on the floor. she thot she suceeded to take it out but the thing apparently is embedded deep. gosh .. this morning only did she feel the pain so mak brought her to x ray and now she is at hospital putrajaya awaiting operation to get the needle out. mak is staying with her at the hospital now. Her first hospital stay.

I'm kinda bummed(again) cos i cant do anything even visit(visits ease pain) cos atuk is here. an adult hasta stay over to look after him. bummer. ain n yam are goin today cos they hafta send mak's stuff. i really wanna go .. guess it hasta be tomorrow.

but anyways .. poor mak teh ajim. she cried tadi. either really painful or scared with the operation.
mak teh, our prayers are for you.

this weekend is the petronas grand prix weekend. for those f1 lovers that include papa, have a fun racing day. I know ajim will try his best to imitate the sound of the cars.

my cheeky boy

hazim's so cheeky nowadayz. he enjoys to bully every single aunts n uncle of his. the lil body can create such noisy sounds out of him .. gosh. now, he can really scream. at times, he screams from the top of his lungs if he's excited or frustrated, frust bein not able to put things in his mouth. his mak ngah is very noisy so he communicates with mak ngah with screamin, so cheeky. but with mama, as always, his this cute angel. i love u lots ajim!

kinda bummed (a familiar feelin this week) cos a team i favoured lost in today's explorace. can't wait to watch the pilot of lost later.

still waitin for replies from my job applications. pray for me.

and we're back ..

so we're only back from shah alam and hazim dah turn back into his bising self. goin to shah alam is like a retreat. we enjoy peace n quiet there cos only ada atuk, wan and workaholic paksu tan. so mama really enjoy the tranquility. but the minute sampai balik kajang, we enter balik a chaotic and bising world. theres my four sisters, a teacher(u know how noisy they are), opah, atuk, tok nyang and the tree of us. so memang bising habis. not a moment of peace langsung. ajim dah sort of join the clan. sabo jelah.

i've kinda decided to become job seeking active. i really hafta step into the rat race world. i guess its time already. we really could use the extra money.

ok ajim dah bising nak feed. how he so loves the extra extra attention

i'm sorta back

i haven't been writing eversince bcos i'm bummed. imagine writing a bunch of stories of hazim and his mischieves, i lost my drafts.

i can't write long this time cos papa is loading our things in the car. we're goin back to shah alam.

so when i get back, i'll upload more pics of ajim and write more of hazim's going ons.

still bummed tho'