lost in space

i read a blog that had this quote init ..
'The way to love anything is to realize that it may be lost.'Gilbert K. Chesterton

i always shudder when i think what life would be if papa or hazim were taken away from me. If u caught the drama 'langit maghrib' on tv3 last nite, i would end up exactly like the protagonist. My whole world would end and i'll do nothing else but dwell in my happy past. God forbid my life ends that way.

back to the cerekarama, the plot was simple with a message but its effects .. whoa! i so sympathised with the lady. imagine losing your husband and four children on the eve of hari raya and then after a month, fell and lost your 5 months baby. so tragic but has happened before. Her shoes are not ones i would want to be in. She was actually grateful to Allah the nite b4 the accident that her life is perfect and goin well. Just kinda like the one I'm having now. But I always take it for granted, unappreciative with what I have. After losing Opah n ATuk that i realized that i spent lil time with them thinkin they would live up to 100 years old and soon i would make up for time lost. Now all i can offer are prayers and hope that they would be placed among the blessed. Insya Allah.

hazim, still with his unfathomable language, call me amma and papa appa. got the deeparaya bug i think. loves to move his hands to the music like in a zapin or traditional dance. dunno what bug he caught of that. now i have another new job when he's around, cleaning his mess. hazim is curious as a cat and inspects everything his eyes catches so i have to put everything back in order. sabar jelah. wonder if i can afford a helper next year. see how lazy a housewife i am ..

tokki got this jet pipe ala car wash from a reward programme last month but only recently put it in use. guess who's in high heaven enjoying the toy? papa n aiman of course. nowadays, all the cars in our garage are sparkling n gleaming. pantang kotor sikit.

'nuff said